You know when you do something new and exciting and the experience seems almost surreal? I haven't been to the beach in years...so when I saw the waves, stepped in the squishy sand, and felt myself being pulled back by the waves...it didn't seem like I was really there. It felt like I was watching myself do all this...like I was watching t.v. An out-of-body experience you may call it. It was like when I was at the Britney Spears's concert...it was as if I was watching her on t.v. Not sitting there actually watching her. I'm so used to NOT doing anything exciting that when I DO do (doo doo, haha) something exciting, it feels...ethereal. Haha, big vocabulary. I hope I used it correctly. You feel me?