I recently updated my friend on the craziness that is my life. And I concluded the long story with "So I'm doing good." And he concurred by saying "Yeah, there's a lightness in your voice."

So yay! The hardest thing I've ever had to do is paying off. I've dealt with this break-up a lot better than I thought I would, and sometimes I worry maybe a little too well. But I don't want to get into that. I just want to accept my happiness as it is, and not psychoanalyze the situation.

Even though I truly feel that no man could ever make me happier, I was never happy with myself when I was with him. But now I am happy with myself! I am really happy.

I can go into more detail, this entry is so general. But it can get a little gory, and TMI. So I shall save that for my personal journal.