You know what I miss? I miss summers in Vegas. Warm nights and great friends. And pictures worth a thousand words. Drunken parties and dance floors in family rooms. I don't know when I'll be visiting Vegas this summer, if I'm visiting at all. I need to cross that line. That line between dwelling on the old life I had and enjoying the start of my new life. I still feel very connected to Vegas. But I need to let it go. If I keep on considering it my home, and thus my heart, I'll never be happy here. And I'm going to be here for a very long time. Every time I go to Vegas, I never want to leave.
I guess I'm not ready to start a new life. I'm just a baby. I don't want to grow up, to be responsible for myself. I don't want to let go of Vegas.
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aww! i love vegas summer nights. it's not the same without you here, cause you and ambika seriously are my vegas. anyhow, i think it's okay to feel connected to a place and be in a new place. having multiple homes is like having multiple friends. it's possible. and, you are so young! you'll figure it out. you've got TIME. take care girl.
ReplyDeleteIt's funny how i miss Vegas too even though i may not live there. But it's because i remember all the good times i had there when i came to visit you. :)..but don't worry, you'll overcome this somehow, you always do because you're very strong.
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