Today was my last day on Newborn Nursery. Ob/Gyn and Newborn Nursery have surprisingly not made me itch to have babies. Probably because seeing vaginal lacerations can understandably turn one off from giving birth. And as cute as the babies are on newborn nursery, they are not my baby. Since I have no idea what my baby will look like, I can't imagine actually being in these new moms' shoes. I can't imagine myself ecstatic in a hospital bed chilling and holding my baby. It's just not an image I can easily conjure up in my mind.

Ob/Gyn and Newborn Nursery have taught me a lot about what this whole process will look like and everything I need to do right. I plan on kicking ass at this nurturing thing. I'm really looking forward to breastfeeding and educating my baby - make their body and mind strong.

What I love about David is that he's never been fearful of settling down. We began talking about marriage and kids very early in our relationship. Now 4 years later, we've discussed many, many aspects of raising our future children. I'm not a relationship expert, but I'm sure this is one of the important keys to a relationship. Communication, communication, communication.