Wow...I have had a really good day today!! It's just one of those days where...not too much is happening...but everything that is happening is GREAT! Emerson...my generous hunny baby...bought me a hair straightener that I wanted so badly. And when it came time to drop me off..he wouldn't let go of me cuz I'm going to Florida. Which brings me to Florida...I never go on vacations like this...I don't have that financial luxury. So this trip really excites me..**claps hands**...I'm so excited...=). Oh...and I also got a job!! It's at Crystal Palace. I'm so bored during the weekdays. Finally something to do...instead of sitting around getting fat. Good day...good day.

I got my new cell phone!! About time...I've been waiting for 5 friggin' months. And I need to take a picture of you so every time you call me, your picture will show up. How cool is that? I have come to a conclusion...I am going to attend a junior college in California. I'm absolutely content with that...as long as I can transfer to a UC afterwards. But there is a disadvantage. Junior colleges don't look at your transcript or your SAT scores(which I haven't even taken yet)...so it wasn't really necessary for me to work my ass off like I have. It's not a complete waste...I really do enjoy a sense of accomplishment. But damn...I did all this for college...and now I don't even need it. Blah blah blah...in the end...college is what really matters. Now all I have to worry about is transfering into a UC...hmmm....I'm set. I'm not so scared anymore.

I'm only 15. I feel only 15. But in less than 6 months, I'll be applying to colleges. Why is life going so fast? I'm grateful it's going this fast. I'm soaking up every minute of it. Before I know it...I'll be married to Emerson with 4 children. We'll be living in our $500,000 home(as if the houses will cost the same) and we'll have more vehicles than we need. *sigh* What kind of doctor do I want to be? Hmmm...think about the money Jenny...it's all about the money.

JULIET IS HERE!!!! I haven't seen her in nearly 10 months and I can't believe she's here. It didn't even seem like 10 months. It felt like I was saying bye last month. Juliet is like one of the best friends anyone can ask for. I'm not exaggerating either. Welcome back my love!!

Does anyone actually read this? I need somewhere to vent anyway. I am so unhappy here at home. I just hate being here. I have become so comfortable living at Emerson's and I'm so happy there cuz he's there...and his mom always has food handy. When I'm home, my parents don't seem to do anything but complain, and we never have food here! When I finally get a car, I'll be over there all the time...good for me, bad for my mom. She would like to see my face once in awhile...but whenever I'm with her all she does is nitpick at this and that. 2 more months Jenny, 2 more months(until I get my license).