You know when you do something new and exciting and the experience seems almost surreal? I haven't been to the beach in years...so when I saw the waves, stepped in the squishy sand, and felt myself being pulled back by the waves...it didn't seem like I was really there. It felt like I was watching myself do all this...like I was watching t.v. An out-of-body experience you may call it. It was like when I was at the Britney Spears's concert...it was as if I was watching her on t.v. Not sitting there actually watching her. I'm so used to NOT doing anything exciting that when I DO do (doo doo, haha) something exciting, it feels...ethereal. Haha, big vocabulary. I hope I used it correctly. You feel me?

I got my license. My parents won't let me take the car. Asses. I got really pissed cuz they're stalling on buying me a car. Sounds spoiled? You'd be pissed too if your older sister got a car. =P If anyone knows anyone selling a car...call me. Thanks. I want to play counter strike again. Damn dial-up. Pool anyone? ann...=P

I was playing Puzzle Fighter the other day. Remember that game? They use baby versions of Street Fighter Characters...and it's a Tetrisish sorta thing. Man...I miss childhood. I don't want to live forever...but I don't want to die. You feel me?

I was driving over those sewer metal circular things on the street. My dad goes..."What's that noise?" My mom goes "those Ninja Turtle things". Chinese parents...can't live with them, can't live without them. I'm getting my license tomorrow...hopefully. I really hope I pass. I've been looking forward to this day for...15 years and 9 months and one day. Everyone wish me luck. Thanks! Oh...I'm still single. Thanks again!!